At most, all the comments I have I keep to myself so I won’t ruin the conversation but at the back of my mind I know that I have several things to ask or say. This makes me regretful all the time – but it’s my nature and I hate it.
I can’t be frank because you may not like the words that will come out from my mouth.
Because once I start babbling, I am uncontrollable. All the things that I will say will really dishearten the person I am talking to.
This happens to a person who’s still carrying a lot of excess baggage. Their disappointments will eventually come out when provoked.
And that’s what I am and I simply don’t like it.
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*josie*







